My friend suggested Ayaka as a new J-pop singer to get addicted to. I did.

At first, Mikadzuki addressed my feelings towards a friend. I found solace in the lyrics, perhaps only applicable to me. But then, as the idea of going to grad school became more and more eminent, and no longer just a pipe dream, I found it comforting for my situation. Leaving my friends, my family, my home town to pursue my dreams scared me. I used to stay awake at night, dreading that moment. I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling these adverse feelings as well noted by the many replies on a post dealing with this topic on a graduate school forums.

It gives me hope that I can get through the distance and still keep up with my friends here in So Cal. If this gets me through the process, then I will continue to listen to this song as many times as needed.